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The End.

2011-07-02T11:16:00.001+08:00

I have shifted to wordpress. www.iamyewyong.wordpress.com See you there. :)

full steam ahead

2011-05-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

Okay, this is surprisingly my 2nd post in a day, when the last time time I blogged was months ago. Awesome revivial right? Hehe. Done with Econs and Maths, most likely going to achieve my target unless I misinterpret the question or something screws up. Hahaha. Physics is still a bitch. Why the crap would people travel in circular motion? Why would people jump down the building and we, students have to calculate the time taken to reach the ground? FML. Should have gone poly man. Chinese paper tomorrow, didn't give a damn for that subject at all. I hope next week comes quick, I want to be like my fellow peers in other JC enjoying your life now. Damn! :/

let it go

2011-05-17T11:34:00.001+08:00

It's been 3 months since the last post, I guess. Thank God today's Vesak day, more time to prepare for my mye. JC is tough. really tough. Coming from an all boys school really sucks too. While I'm eating my lunch and typing this senseless post, I'm contemplating whether to continue blogging. Just don't have the time eh. Hmmm, I'll see. So tired. H2 physics sucks balls. boo. I'm going to continue eating my mee goreng while watching youtube and then hit the books again. screw JC. But it will be worth it in the end.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go

Linking Park - Iridescent

Untitled

2011-02-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me what the title means. I really don't know.

CNY gets less exciting the older you get. How true is that? Number 1, the sheer sense of awkwardness when talking to my male cousins that I only see once a year doesn't quite help. Number 2, getting loads of ang pows isn't the cure too. Number 3, receiving compliments saying that I'm chio is more annoying than music to my ears.

I'm too old for this.

PS: Congrats to Ruthran, fucking dearly Indian bro that I met 10 years back in SAJS. Do your best in SAJC, you deserve the spot more than me. God bless you always.

Step Up!

2011-01-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

As you guys know, I'm posted to SRJC. Sort of expected that JAE will put me there, but SR isn't that bad after all man. The cool OGLs, cheers, dance, games, and many more! SR's COP also dropped to 14, which is a massive improvement from last year. Everything was fine, till they made us learn and sing the school song. I don't know. Before that, I was quite high. Initiating teamwork among my OG to get us started. However, I just couldn't bear to sing a foreign anthem, it's just simply betraying my love for SA when my appeal results aren't out yet! Really felt busted when they forced us to sing, so had to excuse myself by lepaking at the canteen with another of my SA mate. Sorry sr, please understand.

Went straight to SAJC with Ruthran after second day of orientation to check the progress of our appeals. Somehow, we shared this same feeling man. Like we are actually back home when we walked pass the school gate. Unlike srjc, where we felt like aliens to the school. I really can feel the warmth and love. Seriously. Sadly, we will only know our appeal results during the cny eve period, which is quite long from today. Sigh. I just miss the people, environment, culture. It's just so different from srjc, which don't even have any sharing of stories during assembly or stuff. Just world apart.

Still got many feelings and thoughts, but can't express in words. I just hope the SAJC principal will kindly accept me. It's not that I hate sr, nonono. It's just that if I'm not in sa, something special will be taken away from me. Something in my blood, my mind. Body with srjc, spirit with sajc. Going to consistently pray to God, please. Up and On!

'God answer prayers in three ways: he says yes and gives what you want, he says no and gives you something better, he says wait and give you the best.' - Ruthran

reality is a dream.

2011-01-12T02:02:00.000+08:00

My life is in a mess. Dreams shattered in a matter of seconds. Embarassment in the family. I'm just disgusted with myself. To think for one bloody minute I can get the desired results. This is just cruel. I don't deserve this. What's done is done. No turning back the clock and I can consider myself lucky since I am eligible for a jc. I do feel proud for those who did it superbly well, with 8 pts, 7 pts and even 6 pts. Well, to those who fared badly like me, I'll just continuing praying that things will work out fine for us and that this crisis will soon be gone.

Today, I realised that I don't need to be in sajc to excel or whatsoever. I have plenty of options laid out for me by god. I know he has something worth installed for me. Like what I learnt from sunday school, pleasure is secondary. It's okay. I will rise again. But I just felt like a big disgrace to my family, my dad received tons of call on the day itself, regarding my results. I'm just disheartened that he didn't smile. Oh well.

Will still appeal for sajc though. Even if my chances are VERY slim, and even if it's not successful, I have to accept it. I need to change. My maturity, methods, thoughts. I will be 17 this year. This really served as a good wake up call. Thanks Cambridge, but sometime soon, I do hope that you will tell yourself that 'enough is enough' to English.

This is not the end. There'e still light.

'With your hardwork, your foundation has already been laid there. You're one step ahead of the rest, and I'm sure you'll be very successful next time.' - Mr Koh Yong Mong

'I don't care about how we did in this exam, but what's more important are the times we put in the hardwork together, during Saturday lessons. Experiencing laughter and sadness together.' - Mr Koh Beng Chuan

I promise

2011-01-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

New Year's Resolutions. I don't think I even had any last year. So I'll make them this year, so that at least I have goals to work for.

I will......

Be a better christian.
Be less of an ass to others. So it's basically to smile more.
Abs, and a BMI of around 20 or lower..
Participate in the 10k run which is around in Oct/Nov.
Be more of a family guy, will visit my relatives more if I can.
Most importantly, that 2011 will be better than 2010.

But first first, I have to see what happens on 10 Jan and then see where I go. Hopefully SAJC. But at least a JC please. No matter how good or bad my results is, god certainly is sure that he had made the right choice for me. We'll see.

answer me.

2010-12-27T23:04:00.001+08:00

it's nearing the end of 2010. I'm just left speechless that time really pass this fast. Ups and downs scattered throughout this year, but I'll just take the good times with me towards the future. Not to be greedy. This will be my last post of 2010, and I'm just left wondering about this question.

As you guys know... I have been trying to build up my body. And there was this faithful day that while I was running along the park connector, I questioned myself.

Why did I started jogging?

Because I wanted to get into better shape.

Why do I want to get an improved figure?

So that I will look nice.

Why do I want to look good?

So that I can be attractive to the opposite sex.

Why do I want to appear gorgeous infront of the opposite gender?

I want the best girlfriend there is, hot, smart, rich, gentle. The perfect one. The star.

So... why do I want such a girlfriend?

That question is unanswered. I really don't know the key to that question. I'm really clueless.....

Forget about those senseless QA. Well, I did lost weight and much fitter now. Able to run 10km straight without stopping. Accomplishment much for this fat boy here? Hahaha. Shall stop here. God bless you guys!

As the saints go marching in

2010-12-24T05:27:00.001+08:00

I just did one of the craziest thing in my life, and since I still have some energy, might as well blog about it before going to bed. Nono, the bbq wasn't the main thing, but the so called hike was. Well, it was midnight already and the trains had already halted their service. So the only way we could go home was to take a cab, which is super ex and they charge 50% more.

Haha, but I think it was me, who suggested the idea of walking from pasir ris back home. Since me, Ben, Zhe Min lives quite close to each other. Worth giving it a shot. Planned a route at costa sands and started our journey. Seemingly an impossible task, but it turned out to be an achievable one. I'm finally home at 5am, while we started the journey at 12+. But you guys are the bomb bomb bomb! Haha, we were just talking about life, money, snsd, girls, sex throughout the walk, so we never got bored. Hehe.

Well, the bbq was okay. Not fantastic or not too bad. Won't elaborate on it. X'mas in a day?! But I still haven't got my church mates any gifts. Shit shit shit! But I just hope they won't blame me or anything, since I'm a newcomer. Just hope so... Shall sleep now. Legs aching like there's no tomorrow. Garh! See ya. Have a blessed merry x'mas!

Buy yourself a motivation

2010-12-18T22:48:00.001+08:00

Almost an end to another week, damn it. Ventures meeting today, and we went over to XM's house to do one of our VSS components, which is Home economics. You must be thinking, 'WAH, sure pass one lah!' Well, not exactly. I only passed a miserable 3/7 of the section, garh! Went back home to learn ironing from my mom, thanks mom! But oh well, the rest did well and I'm sure we will be able to get our VSS by the end of 2011. Come on guys! Let's get that Bronze/Silver that we had targeted. And I'm feeling uselss as a Vice-chairman. I am always not assigned tasks or anything, but it might just all change when recruitment starts ba. Haha. So I shall just lepak for a while.

Photos from Seoul Garden on 16 December 2010:

Okay, I think I have done enough for this blog tomorrow. Have church service early in the morning tomorrow, better get to bed now. Shall blog soon.

Homecoming

2010-12-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Mom! Hope you had a good on yesterday. :) Got myself a G-SHOCK too. Used up like 1/3 of my pay from SITEX, but bleh... It's a watch I've been wanting to get since the start of the year. So yeah. Haha. Sexy right? Woo.

Now, I've been stressing over my body. Like how will I be able to get girls if I have a lousy body. (Okay, not that bad lah, but still.) I mean, I know I'm already good in character. (You all know that I'm friendly and gentlemantly. Don't deny.) So, if I am really able to lose some fats and get a slimmer body, I'm sure those packs will come knocking on the door sooner or later. I smell it. For the past few weeks, I've been jogging. So committed to an extent that I tripped during one of my night run. Ouch! Now I'm scared it will leave a scar. :(

Wow, and sometimes. I no longer hate the feeling when you go back home. Because it usually signals the end of the day for you. Not anymore. I rather love being at home now. Being together with my family. Haha. Watching football with my dad and chatting with my mom. I'm not sick or having a fever. I am just a changed boy.

Should be more fun tomorrow, seoul garden with the VLC. Can't wait. And recruitment for the ventures is still stressing me out. Argh!

elevator goes up,

2010-12-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

If you have been wondering why I haven't been blogging for so long, it's because my IBM broke down. So I just got a new HP notebook and decided to update the blog since I'm abit bored. O levels are over and holidays have started already. Had grad night, sitex and a lot lah, can't remember. Will try to put everything into one post.

Grad night 2010. Yes! I've finally graduated from SASS, but mixed feelings though. Happy that I am able to switch into a new environment, but sad that I will miss everything. The atmosphere, the friends, the teachers, the malay store. I love them all. 4S1 is the dynamite too, we have all the talents and stuff, from sports to books. Some how, we are just sort of not being very united. That's what I find sad luh. But still an enjoyable class.

Credits to JJ.

Credits to Sam Ow. Your breakdancing never sucks! Just mesmerizing. :)

Sitex 2010. Haha, it was a good experience, considering this was the first time I am working in such an event. And I guess I did pretty well too for a first-timer. Acer under Courts. I had wonderful colleagues. From Adam(big boss), Marcus(Manager), Juliano(Yandao and joker), Yumseng(The guy that is always so friendly), JiaJun(You should know), Rizwan(Mat!), Natalie, Paul and the cashier(Pumpkin, since I can't remember her name and she is always slacking behind the counter). We are just damn funny lah, whenever we're bored we will mock Natalie. Like talking about her sales ability being proportional to the length of her skirt. Then one day we even mentioned asking her to wear a bikini. Alot of sick jokes. Even my boss was staring at her. And all the swearing we did to each other. :) Good experience, nice to know these lads. I also do hope to work with them again for next year's show too.

I also recently went to sunday service for the first time. Went to TPMC, which is glen's church. Rather awkward at the start, but he told me to calm down and treat it like I'm going to my girlfriend's birthday party, with many people I don't know. So okay. Everyone is quite nice luh, never guailan me or stuff. But I'm not sure myself whether should I resume this.... I'm loving my way of life now. But if I resume service, I will have to change my ways. I can't afford to have sick thoughts anymore, I can't afford to be the self-centered person which I think I am. There are many negatives about me. Hmmm, maybe I will be a church whore for this period, like go to different churches every week. Then see how lor.

Ventures retreat. FUCK SIAH! Yes, I'm the freaking vice-chairman now. I was happy at the start, but when assigned to being mostly in charge of recruitment. I began to have second thoughts. I just hope I can pull through lah. Must live up to expectations. Urgh, this is more stress than O lvls. FUCK. Must just face the fact, I will defeat this challenge. YEAH!

That's all I can think of. I'm tired. There's still retreat tomorrow. Shag shag shag. Off for now. Bye.

The days of old have dowered us
With gifts beyond all praise,
Our Father make us faithful
To serve the coming days.

Science Practical

2010-10-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

Sci practical gone! 15% gone. Well, so what? This day will only spur me even harder for the next 3 weeks. I don't care if it's 25% or 50% gone, I am a magician that will make that A1 appear under comb science for 'O' levels.

But I still have that thought everyday: 'What if I don't make it into SAJC'

Goodbye SA!

2010-10-15T14:08:00.002+08:00

Haha, I think it's the word 'f**k' that got everyone pumped up. Watch the video! It's really good.

Time sure flies. And my love for SA will never be extinguished.
Thank you SA.
Thank you Mrs Charles, and may you have good health. You're such an inspiration to everyone.
Thank you teachers.
Thank you 4S1' 10. <3
Thank you Scouts. <3

6 more days to 'O' level practical, can count with my fingers already, but I'm not really anxious or what. What I find strange is, I'm still not worried about the 'O', other than my English and Humanities. VENICE, PLEASE DON'T COME OUT! Anyway, maybe it is because I have covered everything in my syllabus. Have been getting 80+ for every mock test, which really boosted my confidence. I just hope almost everyone in 4s1 can make it to SAJC, and that includes me too.

Ohoh, anyway I heard a joke on radio recently.

Let's start.

Which mouse stands on two legs?

If your answer is Mickey Mouse, you're right!

Next, which dog stands on two legs?

If your answer if Goofy, you're on a streak!

Next, which duck stands on two legs?

Donald duck, I guess?

Actually, ALL DUCKS STAND ON TWO LEGS.

I bet I gotcha!

Admit it.

Don't lie to yourself. :)

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
(Green Day - Good Riddance)

Bye, going to study history now. Will try to update soon.

Like, OMG

2010-10-03T17:56:00.000+08:00

I don't fear the 'O' levels.

Countdown: 22 days.

What if....

2010-09-26T21:00:00.002+08:00

What if I screw up my 'O' levels?

29 MORE DAYS!

Time is running out.

2010-09-24T00:28:00.003+08:00

Countdown: 31 days.

Prelims 2010

2010-09-16T19:17:00.003+08:00

English: D7
E-Maths: A2
A-Maths: A2
POA: A1
Science: A2
Humanities (SS/Hist): C5
Chinese: C6

L1R5: 19

Prelim results out this week. Not at all satisfied, even though I managed to see everything improve with the exception of Humans. English is still the same, haiz.. Just praying to god and doing SJJ's work every single day. Hopefully a miracle will come knocking and I get the desired B4, the very least. Big time careless mistakes for both Maths, should have easily gotten an A1. Oh well. POA is brilliant, C6 in MYE to A1 in Prelim, quite a fairytale but I can't stay complacent. Just hope I can maintain the A1. Fuck Science, got 6.5/15 for chem prac and messed it up, A1 gone! Other than that, should be okay. Humans ah humans.... just want an a2/b3 for prelims, focus more on SBQ!

39 more days to 'O' level written papers. This is all I have. 10 points is basically achievable and I'm going to get that, because whatever I want, I will get it.

50

2010-09-04T22:52:00.001+08:00

YOG was awesome. Hopefully Singapore can host such events again, where there will be hot ang mohs and all. ( I'm missing them already! ) Went for football finals and closing ceremony with my jrs. It was my first live football match and the atmosphere was simply priceless, even though there were only thousands of spectators. I just can't ask for more. Even an emma watson lookalike was sort of ermm.. staring at me while the match was going on. Wanted to wave back but uh, fuck it, the boyfriend was just beside her. Now to closing ceremony, it was quite a short ceremony and was kinda sad when the fire was extinguished. The fireworks was good, but my stupid camera phone can't take good shots. Someone buy me a dslr please.

Yes, prelims were over quite long ago. Just waiting for my results, which will most probably be out by latest the week after? I won't say I did well because I just slacked abit just before the prelims due to complacency. I even nearly screwed my spa, luckily Glen signaled to me my mistake in the midst of the practical. If not, I would surely fail. Don't talk about Physics, it was just too easy that I can say good bye to my A1. Maybe because I had been concentrating too much on the tough questions taught by Gordon Goh. Saw my emaths paper 1 marks on ntrix, I freaking got 66. Like wtf?! I should be getting 70 at the very least. Hais, screw my compass for breaking. 6 marks just flew like that, pooi!

End of term wasn't very end of term after all. When everybody was cheering, I only thought to myself: 'This marks the beginning of the end'. Tomorrow will be my last day of self-declared holiday, and after that, it's all or nothing. Just 50 days more. Add oil! Haven't been doing any work for the past week. Watched step up 3-d, salt and inception. I think step up 3-d is the best, considering the lead actress is super duper hot! Went to gym, swimming and cage this week. Trying hard to keep fit because I freaking gained like 5 kg in the space of 3 months? Okay, I want to stop here. So tired.

You may delay, but time will not.

Deja vu?!

2010-08-24T01:54:00.000+08:00

Okay, amaths paper 2 ended today, can say it was pretty easy since I was able to do all the questions, hopefully there isn't any careless mistakes. Two more papers, including a Practical, quite confident about Physics and Prac so, no worries. Well, it's been two weeks into the Prelims and I do feel abit worn out, maybe I've stressing too much lately. I should really take a break, yeah until I know all my Prelim results. After the last prelim paper, I would just sit back and enjoy a 'vacation', guess I really need it before I hit top gear.

Well, today was erm... boring, I suppose. Got home at like 12 after talking cock after our amaths, so was feeling pretty shag and tired. So showered, and played DotA. I really want to quit DotA now, since the last time I play was like last year, and I had big time trouble quitting it. It's like a super hot model asking you to have a one night stand, simply irresistible. The sound effect and all, haha, screw! Never mind, after my 'vacation' I will stop.

Other than DotA today, tried to study Physics, even though my paper is on Thursday but I have 2 yog things to attend, so cramp abit. Tried studying at 7pm, managed to study for an hour, decided to take a break at my comp, and then Ben and Jeric told me about this Hostage Crisis, so happily spent half an hour watching the live broadcast. Procrastinate. After watching, went back to study, half an hour, efficient. Break at the comp, and they asked me to DotA, I told you, resisting DotA is really that tough. I wanted to say no at first, but on second thought, fuck it! Played 3 games in a row, and wow, it's fucking 2 am. DAMMIT! A day wasted, oh well.

Yew Yong, please.. stop getting off focus! Excited about Salt tomorrow. And yeah, NO SCHOOL FOR TOMORROW AND WEDNESDAY, SUCKERS!

Praise the lord!

2010-08-18T14:44:00.001+08:00

C6 for Cheena! Successful English oral yesterday. Guess my prayers were answered. Praise the Lord! =D

pictures to burn.

2010-08-05T23:15:00.001+08:00

Longgggggggggggg weekends up ahead, and last ndp celebration with school tomorrow. You must be asking why am I blogging at this period of time, when everybody if mugging their ass off. Hmm, maybe because I just procrastinated for 10 minutes on bed, and that 10 slowly increased to an hour! Got abit tired, and eventually called it a day. Haha, a day wasted like that.... I only did graphs for an hour. Oh wells, just make up for it tomorrow. But after this, I will just go under my bedsheets, and count some ducks and sheeps. (that's if i can't sleep)

Went to nando's' on tuesday, since it was a halfday. Have to say food was pretty good, just that the service sucks bad. Well, everything was fine till the part when we asked for our bills. We did not asked once, not twice, not thrice, okay this is getting uncountable, but quite alot of times that we were quite annoyed, wasted like 20 minutes while waiting. Then there was this old Australian couple that just came in and took the seats next to us, they looked at us, but I pretend I didn't know they were looking, and the Aussie lady spoke, asking us 'are you waiting to place your orders?' I of course said 'waiting for bills'. So, she sort of told us, 'if they do not want to collect your bills, leave! this is customer rights'. And when one waiter came, they asked 'why such lousy service?' But eventually we paid our bills not too long after. Haha, the couple was sure funny. Aussie ladies are sure scary! :S

MINE!

Ben's, I SHOULD HAVE ORDERED THE CHIPS! DAMN IT!

Ketchup and Garlic

Got my class t-shirt quite a while ago, it's like super nice! Nike somemore. Woo, sexy! <3

Last but not least, XUAN MING WAKE UP!

Credits to Ben for photos.

10

2010-08-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

last stretch of this shit.

this is my 'world cup'.

i know i can do this.

i have failed many times, but this will be the time i will prevail.

confidence is in me.

destroy prelims, then destroy o levels!

1% Inspiration, 99% Perspiration.

the truth

2010-07-22T01:12:00.001+08:00

it's all becoming a norm.

what if all this comes down to nothing?

would it be just a waste of my time?

is this just one of the biggest mistakes im making in my life?

fear.

Orange.

2010-07-07T20:38:00.001+08:00

'Finish what you start, tears of joy are made of sweat.'

First post for term 3. Everything is pretty fine so far. Chinese Oral is over, but kind of screwed up. Shocking topic to discuss, it was about why do people take pictures of others when they are not doing something nice in public. So eventually I had to shit my way through. Teacher don't look very convinced, not a pretty good sign, but oh wells. LC will be my last hope, I DON'T WANT TO RETAKE.

Anyway, can say my holidays were fun, the overnights, the world cup, the mugging, the outings, the girls, and the blah blah blah! But sadly all good things have to come to and end. It's halfway through the second week, and I feel my momentum is not here yet. That motivation, sadly missing. I need it back, asap. Because this is make or break. Perseverance! Come on! I have an A-maths test this friday, and I am using that gauge how am I doing. I know I can get full marks for it, easily, no sweat. So let's see whether I will get that. Haha. Prelims, together with English Oral in slightly more than a month, CHIONG AH!

I don't know how to add on, but what I find most cool during the holidays is that my friendship with others have strengthen way lot. Like we weren't even close at all, until the holidays. I don't care what made us better friends, but just find it a blessing that the people around me are awesome. I may have lost some, but I gained some.

What else... OH! I so never gonna live in a big house after watching paranormal activity. Holy shit, even if I'm very rich, HELL NO! Even if it I am living with a hot wife, still a HELLO NO because it will just turn into an even worse situation. Haha.

Okay, I want to stop here. I want to 'O' level to end quick! I want to play soccer. I want to go gym three times a week. I want to get a job. I want to get a new comp. I want to get a new phone. I want to eat more food. I want to sleep till 12pm everyday. I want to find a girlfriend. I WANT TO .........

Bye. <333333

Haha, look at what I was drinking. (:

Shout by Shout

2010-06-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

It's been nearly 2 weeks since the last post and sorry, just don't have the mood to go to blogging, even though quite a number of fun things happened recently. Anyway, shall keep this post super short since I'm studying now. Got a new skin for the blog, which I think is pretty decent, since its simple. Haha. I think I finally got into the mood, able to control myself, even though there is like world cup going on. Yes! There was like soccer and outings recently, quite fun, but lazy to talk about it. Oh well, just don't have the mood to blog, sorry! And if I said any hurtful words or anything to any of you, sorry because I'm not in a very good mood these days. Cheers!

Let's go ENGLAND!

It's party in South Africa!

2010-06-09T23:31:00.006+08:00

Once every 4 years and we are just 2 days away from it. Woot! Haha, but .... my dad didn't subscribe. Looking at the good side, there wouldn't be any distraction from 'Operation Six' and I get more sleep. So no more panda eyes, yeah! To the bad side, I will feel left out when everybody will be talking about the matches and I have to wait for another good 4 years. Maybe I would have died by then, but I noticed a pattern quite long ago. The people that are in the 1994 batch are unlucky, well I will elaborate if you don't understand a thing. In 2002, we don't know shit about soccer, in 2006, we were having our PSLE, in 2010, we will be having 'O' level, and in 2014, NS! Ahh, how bad can this be? Haha.

Holidays.. very productive so far. Finished POA revision and now to Emaths. Oh, and if you don't know what's 'Operation Six', it is actually an operation to get six points! Haha. Get it?! Ohoh, and I made my own timetable, cool enough?

Okay, moving on to today. Eh, went to gym at 11, very productive session. Maxi and Joseph then joined me and then we left at 1 to meet Ben. Had lunch together and met Valen and Cass. So from then on, everything is confusing, its like you two will never be happy. I don't know how to say it, maybe because I have more pimples than before or you don't like my singlet that make you two cold. Its just me, surely, I was just being myself, no acting cool or cute or whatever screwed up shit there is in this world. I'm not angry or anything, just sad. I think this will be my last outing with you all, haha, looking forward to outings with my jc or poly mates. I don't want to spoil the fun because I'm around. I'm just an extra. So, if you are happy that this will be my last outing with you all, good for you, salutes to you and gossip all you want. I just want to say thank you.

She's Sizzling!!! Haha. Great 'Hey Soul Sister' cover!

Okay, shall stop here. There's chem tomorrow, screw!

6 pointer motivation!

2010-06-02T19:59:00.001+08:00

'A rotten apple is not worth keeping, feed it to the pokemons' - Jeric Kwan.

Okay, glad its temporary freedom for the moment. But might have to retake Chinese, but this time it will be CLB. Sort of screwed up my paper 1. Well, thats if I don't pass. There's still oral and listening, hopefully those two will be my savior. Haha. Extra lessons here and there, but it's helping, so I won't talk about it, since only the graduating students are having lessons in school and there are no pests running along the corridor. So I had a talk with my cousin, he sort of got 12 points last year, but he only started mugging two weeks before the real thing. And he told me O level is something to enjoy, and if I am consistent on my work, 6 points wouldn't be a problem. Well, I can agree on that, so thats where I got my motivation from. Haha .Holiday wouldn't be very holiday too, its time I really start putting back the broken pieces. Haha. Realised I was quite a ' No Action Talk Only ' all this while.

Well, I sort of pasted this on my desk, to keep this as a reminder, my targets!!!

Okay, I'm putting a list of stuff to do during the holidays, here goes:

Finish and update Humans note.
Finish Physics Syllabus.
Do Emaths tys.
Perfect Organic Chem.
Revise for POA.
Revise Amaths.
Finish my Steven Gerrard Autobiography.
Body-kong session, thrice a week!

Sorry but if you don't mind, I have to work for my six points, so bye! Haha.

Lady Luck, be with me on 31 May.

2010-05-27T23:34:00.001+08:00

Haha, end of term was today, but it was the first time I didn't get too happy and excited about it. Rather weird. When everyone are like, 'Yes! June Holidays!' We are like ' Fuck, 4 more days to O levels?!' Maybe I will pass, maybe I will fail. If I want to pass, hopefully the SOS I sent to Lady Luck was heard. Haha. Please please please, I just want to scrape through, and get one subject off my chest. But if I fail, I accept, because I don't think last minute hard work will do. Blame myself. I brought myself into this mess, and hopefully I will get myself out of it.

Oh, and got back my result slip, was like damn bad. I think I can kiss SAJC goodbye and hello to SRJC at this rate. Haha. L1R5: 29, class position: 7, level position: 81. fml. It's like a big mountain to climb to reach my goal. Haiz, just try my best lor, if I'm fated to be stupid, then I will land in SR. Haha.

Guess the next few nights will be sleepless ones, random thoughts will just appear. No going out, or anything. But I actually wanted to go for troop camp this year, like it's at Punggol, and I can actually sleep in an air-con room if I went, since I'm a venture already. Haha. But, I sort of lost interest in Ventures, maybe I will just pledge myself to my new CCA in the future and snub Ventures. Everything have to end one day. Okay, guess I have nothing else to say, just that my next post should be after Chinese 'O'. ALL THE WAY! 加油！

Do I really look like a gay and a smoker?

Where is the love?

2010-05-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

No words can match my feelings right now, but this is such a big matter I have to blog this down. When I am up high with confidence, you have to pull me down. Of all people, it have to be you. But fact is, I never like you. Reasons are many, but I'm not saying any here. I had such a good day until you have to blow it off. Guess a least you deserve is a thank you right? I'm already putting my best effort to make sure everything is going well but you have to demoralise me. That isn't cool. I have to applaud you, or maybe treat you to an expensive restaurant , you broke my deadlock of crying. Well, believe it or not, it's the third time this year and I'm starting to think it is natural to cry. What's worse? My parents saying I am being sensitive about this, haha. Even Jesus will side with me. Well, I think there's a positive side of this, my hate towards you have given me the motivation to beat you. Thrash is a much better word. Because I know at the end of the day, it will all pay off and you will be crawling towards your dad in tears. Not me. Fuck you.

Yeah, I had been mugging my ass off for Chinese, which is good. And everything is quite positive so far, but paper 2 is still quite a bitch. I am finding the momentum, I know my breakthrough is coming at any moment and at the right time. All I can say is screw all the negative thoughts, I WILL PASS. I KNOW I CAN. CAN CAN CAN! Miss Wong, sorry but I will be your 'boyfriend' for the next week. Haha.

I just have no motivation to blog. Well, I was wondering what is love for the past few days? Is it just about sex? Or what? I want to feel it. But when? Or never?

Oh, and Inter won the Treble! YAY!

Okay, I feel much better after blogging this down. :)

District 13.

2010-05-15T20:07:00.001+08:00

I don't know. I was too lazy to think of a title. And I'm tired, so I will keep this post a short one. Exams are over, but Chinese 'O' is 16 days away. I'm not nervous, just anxious. I don't want to think too much about the result. I want to slack till Monday, and then hardcore Chinese intensive kicks in. Oh, and this post isn't from a 15 year old anymore, its a 16 year old. Yes, I've aged. So what? I can watch NC16 movies and I did just that on Wednesday. My first NC 16 show, district 13 was okay... Now looking forward to M18. Haha.

Urm, the ticket. My camera sucks, so the lousy quality.

Is it just me or does Jeric look like Benjamin Koh here?

Uh, and Benjamin Ng is gay, he freaking took a blackmail photo of me. But gym session was fun yesterday though. But was spoiled by some guy who was PMSING. He was like ' how long more do you need for the bench?' I said 'I do one more set.' He replied with the same question. How retarded is he? And he threw tantrums, he was throwing the weights everywhere. I am not going to say anything else about that guy. Haha. And today's soccer was fun. Top scorer today. So Benjamin, it's just not about you being the best here, it's about me too. And my specs bent, whacked 3 times by Ben and Joseph in the face. Ohoh, and I find basketball fun. Haha, maybe I will try it after 'O' but I can't seem to study at home. Even the bed is so distracting, there are like soft toys here andthere and I'm tempted to play with it. Screw myself.

Tell me how study?

Okay lah, I'm lazy to add on. I really don't have the mood to go into blogging now. Bye.

"A man who dares waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life."

Mayday!

2010-05-01T20:38:00.003+08:00

It's May already and starting have to a deep fear inside of me. I want to to go into SAJC badly and sometimes, I just have flashfowards, like when I'm collecting my results and breaking down into tears because I failed. I want to be in SA for 12 straight years, and not wanting this fairytale to end this year. I remembered the effort put in the gangshow was tremendous, but the results was shit. I'm putting in my blood, sweat and tears into this for something, not for someone or any valuable item. And if my l1r5 is based on how hardworking I am, I would be in RJC already. I just hope the next 5 4 months will be put well together. There's not much time to make a difference.

Recently, I realise I have this demon inside of me. It is called anger. I just can't find myself able to control it when some situation arises. I remembered when I was in primary school, I got so pissed by some faggot that I punched him up. That loser cried. Luckily, I wasn't as hot-headed for the past 3 years or I would have gone to serious trouble. If you think I'm always a guy who always keep his cool, it's time for me to break that bubble. And I don't know, I like to provoke others but not when others do the same to me. I need a real attitude adjustment. Hopefully, I ~~won't~~ must not find trouble with a new loser I found in someone. The arrogance in him boils my blood and the devil is just waiting to be unleashed. Please... keep myself cool.

Okay, let's stop these emo talks and talk about what happened recently. Finished 2 subjects already, English was pretty fine, should be able to reach my target but as for Chinese, the same can't be said. Many people said it's 'A' level standard, but I won't agree. It is just that we lack practice, that's all. It's 30 days away from 'O' and it can't be a worse time to demoralise us. After MYE, it's just me and Chinese, no other subjects, and If I fail, I would just drop to CLB. I won't take the risk it to retake and possibly, fail again. o.O Haha, and guess what?! Physics and SS are on my birthday, woohoo! NOT! The 2 papers I dread most and least confidence in. Hopefully my birthday will play a factor in me doing well for these 2 subjects. Haha, like real. I got the confidence in my veins for everything, so it should be fine. Ohoh, and I want to gym and play soccer badly. Staying at home everyday to study and eat sucks, you can see the family pack again. GAHH!!!

Okay, shall finish up on differentiation and chem before I sleep. (:

3 more days to SIXTEEN!

30 more days to CHINESE 'O'!

And ouch, I accidentally cut my thumb while shaving.

f=ma, Energy cannot be destroyed or created, V1=V2=V3

2010-04-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

Hey people, I think this will be the long and last post before the MYE. Time is limited and work is unlimited. But I'm not aiming for distinctions, to be honest. I just want to get my basics right. Simple, and having 4 months to improve on what is not done yet is enough. Today was a productive session, I finished Physics and did lots of amaths practice. Now working on history notes before I turn into bed. My birthday is 2 weeks away, no celebrations. Most probably I will throw a party next year, a small one. But, I think nobody actually remembers my birthday. So.... it's good to be left unnoticed. Oh oh, I have a wishlist too. I shall name them all, haha. =P

Zinc Backpack
Iphone
Ipad
Ipod
Itouch
White converse shoes
White FBT (DON'T ASK ME WHY I WANT IT, I JUST THINK ITS SEXY)
White top tights.
Ten years series.(Yeah lah, I'm a nerd lah!)
Adidas Watch
Spongebob Squarepants Boxers.
Heineken Singlet
A card? Haha, this is the most thoughtful I think. (:

Haha, if you give me a present, I will be grateful. Haha, I will be nice to you and remember, I will be legal then. ;)
Ah damn, I need to get off the comp. I want to ditch it, its too much of a distraction to me. Taking 20 minutes break and studying 40 minutes in an hour is pathetic, trust me. Fuck lah, I just want the time when the invigilator during my final paper says, ' stop writing.' And then all hell breaks loose. (:

Study date, anybody? Haha, that's all for now. ;)

You got to smile for this love.

2010-04-22T19:28:00.004+08:00

I need an answer. Why do I have a fetish for blogging this week? It's my third post in 4 days and you guys should appreciate it, considering the fact I dig out some of my time from studying into doing this. Haha, just joking. Its just that its so exciting every now and then that I have to pen it all down. =P Tomorrow is sports day. I made a stupid decision a few days ago. I shouldn't have said no to Glen. I could be running tomorrow on the track for the first time in my school career but it looks out of reach now. Well , its my last sports day and I should do something productive. Like volunteering? Haha! I will continue to be a good kid. Because this chances don't come once only, maybe I will be running during JC. And someone make a decision for me, I have three houses, Venn, Hose, Gomes. What colour should I wear tomorrow? Most probably I will go for red. I love red. =D

And I noticed I have a super power. Everybody around me always laugh or smile. I don't know why though, are they laughing at me?! Because I think that's the best answer I can give myself. Well, it gives me pleasure to see you all have a wide smile. It's just standard SA guy. The rubbish that we learn in school. That's why you should date a SA guy if you are a girl, not some neighborhood school guy. =D And it's funny today, I was talking to Ben when one of us dragged my dad into the conversation. Haha, talking about how funny he is. Ohoh! And Cheryl Cole too!!! You can't blame us, you are just a dumbass if you say shes ugly. And most probably I will be going to SCGS campfire, if I have no other dates. I told Jeric at first that I don't want to go. But I can't break my promise. I never go back on my words. Trust me. And he told me to move on after he heard that I have fear of going for campfires. He said, ' Life is like a train, it don't stop for anyone and whatever happens, you still go on.' That's true. And if you are not worried for MT 'O' level, you are out of your mind. I'm FUCKING WORRIED!

And its yellow here by coldplay! =D See you!

This new chapter.

2010-04-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

Okay, so far so good. I think I was a good boy today in school. Hmm, lets list out all the good things.

I greeted all my teachers. (:
I queued up while buying my food. (:
I returned my plate, and for some others too. (:
I never said any vulgarities. (or did I?) (:
I smiled throughout the whole day. (:
I didn't talk back to my teacher. (:
I taught other people things they are unsure of during lessons. (:
I never scold anybody. (:
I never go to the toilet during class. (:
I told my teacher that I didn't study for the test. I was being honest. (:
I said sorry to someone for saying harsh things. (:
I was a 'yes-man' today. (:

Haha, but the day started off badly. First thing in the morning after assembly, Finosh called me up and punished me for things that I didn't do. What the hell? But I explained things to him and he allowed me to resume with lessons. Haha, had 2 test and should be able to pass even though I didn't study the day before. So my plans for this week is to just study non-stop. Its just 2 weeks to the mid-year and 3 weeks to my birthday. My Saturday is finally free, now that I am free from scout activities. I don't feel like going for any campfire this Saturday. I don't want any nightmares to haunt me. Oh oh, and I want to learn the guitar, I want to play it while singing to my love one some night. Haha. That's all folks, and I don't know why I am blogging. All right, back to studying. Bye.

Happy Birthday Terence, stay as the big guy that I will always know. :)

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

Thanks for the memories.

2010-04-18T21:22:00.004+08:00

I've been a potato today. All I could do was lying on bed thinking of all the 'what if'. This certainly didn't reach everybody's expectations, only way below that mark. I just gave what I had on that night, even though I was disabled with a lousy throat on the day itself for no apparent reasons. I had nothing to say about last night anymore. A thank you is the least I can give you guys, for the memories spent together. I won't forget this 4 years no matter what. Just answers to my questions that came to my mind today is what I want, not related to the gangshow in any ways. Thanks for the memories. This is a good learning experience. Thank you Mr Ang And Aung sir for knocking some sense to me after the gangshow. And to the ventures. (: I will smile.

'If you think you are going to fail, you failed already.' - Adam

Ps: To the next batch, your gangshow won't be a failure like this year. I will amend my failure by helping you guys, rest assured, even if I had left or whatever. :)

Gangshow 2010, 17 April.

2010-04-18T01:06:00.003+08:00

'To learn your mistakes will you be successful, if you haven't you are a failure.'

'If you already done your best, you can give yourself a pat on the shoulder.'

I'm sorry, I already tried, but it just wasn't good enough. Before it started, it seems I'm the only one with high confidence and yet I'm the only one who shed tears at the end. It felt like I had lost the 'finals'. I was just disappointed with myself. I let everyone down. What I want is to move on, but it isn't easy. It was supposed to be our night, but I had to be the one to screw up your efforts. I know you guys did loads of shit into this and you guys deserved big returns. I am fucking sorry, I shouldn't even be the emcee in the first place. Well, our chance is gone. I want to forget this day but it will just be that ugly piece of memory that will never get off my back.

Forgive me.

Up and On!

2010-04-15T20:09:00.003+08:00

There's nothing to be ashamed of. SA shall always have something that they will never have, and that's school spirit, which makes me not regretting being in this school. Everything is history, and you have no power in changing any of it. What we can do is just forgive and forget, no matter they are pussys or whatever, because we have no rights to hate them. We might have lost by 1 point, but in our hearts, we know we are the true champions of our own hearts and medals are just tokens of appreciation. We will always be pluming wings for higher flight, and definitely
Up and On!

This will be my last post before our 'finals', and i am still not ready for it. Nervous? Nope. More of excited about it and oh wells, lets just wear the scout uniform. Its hard to digest the news of having to wear full u while emceeing but the reasons do have sense. So there. I will be in scout uniform and I will emcee that night with pride and confidence. C'mon, it is just less than 48 hours away, lets just do our best and make it something we can look back to be proud about. And finally, if you are an audience, sit back and enjoy. Because you will be seeing a gangshow different from the previous ones.

Okay, got to go. Acknowledgments to Ben and JA for the pics . Have to go and study. I love English and Chinese lessons all of a sudden. Is that a good sign? haha. Bye. :)

'I promise to do my best to do my duty to god.'

LESS THAN 48 HOURS TO IT!

We are always one.

2010-04-11T12:29:00.004+08:00

Saw this pictures and want to put it up here too. :)

Haha, being with the ventures rocks, doing all the crazy stuff, especially last night after the campfire at the playground. Yeah, one night after 'O', we will go back there again. Do what we never we do before and something we will never forget for the rest of our lives. I also want to bring the one I love one day there too, just the two of us, looking at the star-lit sky till the next morning.

Now I'm getting scared. Sir telling me that the number of people turning up for our gangshow is 300 to 400 people, more than the previous 2 years. I'm scared, that I will say something wrong on that night. And now, guess what? We have to wear our venture uniform while emcee-ing. Are you kidding me? I am not going to leave it just that. I will think of something good and make sure we do what we want. :)

Okay, I am going have my lunch. Maybe I will add in a video of Jeric's birthday bash or something. Bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERK!

6 MORE DAYS!

guess who's back? ;)

2010-04-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

Haha, who needs friends like this? Let them run if they want to be self-centered.

Only went back to school today feeling like a energetic kid and did survived throughout. (: Went to school on Monday but took yellow form at recess time cause I felt dizzy right from the start of the day. Dad asked me to see the doctor myself and my wallet was short of cash. Dad was busy and mum was overseas, so no one was able to see the doctor with me. ): Luckily my aunt was willing to sacrifice some of her free time to accompany me. Bought me lunch and sent me back home. Thanks aunt! Love you lots. <3

Even though I was having a headache, I was still luckily able to do a-maths. And not long after, I am back to normal. School was again fun, many people missed me, I don't know why, haha. The most funny part of the day was when Louis was reading FHM during a-maths class beside me, and someone else asked him 'walao, why the girl pussy in the sand one?' Okay, I got nothing to say about this. Photo-taking later but will have another session on Friday because 7 people are missing.

I will start making science and humans notes from tomorrow. Must play big catch-up because of the 1 1/2 day absence from school. And Maxi, Let's see who beast up first! GRAH! >:)

10 more days to gangshow!

Hide and Seek ;)

2010-04-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

Okay, I finally thought of a new url for my blog, and I pretty much like it. Made a few minor changes and just got rid of people from my links, those that don't update often or announced dead already. So if you can find this blog without me telling you, you are ~~smart~~ ;) For now, I just want to blog with only a few knowing. Alright, I am going back to study. Still having a fever. :(

epic history

2010-04-04T02:43:00.003+08:00

Okay, lets talk about today alright? As hours went by, it just went from bad to worse. I just can't describe it. Now we have make an epic edit again to the script?! Dang, I spend my study hours everyday doing this script and we have to be told that it have to change again. Haiz. Yeah, shit happens! When will this end? Can someone please answer me? I want to get back to work but this is really stopping me. I just hope I can endure the next tough 14 days ahead of me.

Moving on, woke up and already felt like shit. Don't even have the mood to go to school but lessons and rehearsals have to move my ass out from the house. POA with KBC, haha always that funny emo teacher. He just makes everybody laugh every lesson. And yeah, I don't have to spend a cent on breakfast every Saturday mornings anymore, he actually buys lots of curry puff every week. I can just stuff myself with 6 at one go! haha. So it was a productive lesson and then to the decline. Rehearsals. It was okay at the start but then it sucks. The way I see the sec 1 actors just dampen my mood. When given simple instructions, can they just move it. Seriously, shit can happen from their mouth but not with their hands. But was quite happy to hear that I am a good MC by shamir sir. I will surely do better on that day.

After rehearsals, played some soccer. This is spoiler of the day. When I ask my team to mark the opponent, they don't listen. Countless number of reminders and they can't follow. But can't blame on them, our opponents were then having all the good players. So to second game, had JJ and Ben koh in the team and guess what? Still lose! Am I born to lose or what? God! Just let me win one time lah! I was just angry with myself. What the fuck happened to me. I need another answer.

Went home after that, watched soccer and lost 2-1 to Chelsea. Haiz, so yeah I lose 3-0 on that day. If you know what I mean. Did the ppt slides and chatted with some good friends. Well that's all. It is really nice to have all these people. They just make my life meaningful. Oh, and so many birthdays are coming up. 1 more month to mine, but oh wells, I won't really care. I never actually got to celebrate my own birthday before because it is always during Mid years.

And thanks JA, you are the best. For helping me with you-know-what. Hopefully it goes through, if not you are my last resort already. :D Let's go to SAJC together man!

I am going to sleep. Seriously, when I wake up later, I want to tell myself to go back to sleep. I want Monday to come!

I will make myself believe.

2010-04-02T21:13:00.009+08:00

'My secret to success is self-belief.' - Cristiano Ronaldo

Well, I think its true. There are no boundaries after all, from my point of view. Its just my thought that I won't do be able to do it. From now on, I should have that belief, doing the impossible to set a record is now my goal. So why I am now still thinking that I won't be able to get 10 points? Let's break that wall. ;)

Nowadays, I have been thinking to myself, what cca I am going to join when I go to JC? Hmm, it seems a long way from now, but its better to actually make that decision early. I know I very kan chiong lah! Yeah, like very early. Since there is no uniformed group, it seems sports is what I want then. Because I am those that like to be enthusiastic and not those that just seat in an air-con room doing nothing but use your mouth. So its either rugby or soccer, even though I know it will be impossible to get into the first team, remember, I will believe. I am going to prove to those that is doubting me that they are wrong to the max.

And also, there was a shocking incident I saw recently. It was a sec 1 boy pushing a primary school kid to the floor just because that kid kicked a ball away. Like c'mon, he is just a damn kid. When a kid sees a ball, he will kick it. (Okay, don't start thinking sick.) I just felt like shouting at that sec 1 kid, I hate bullies and it was just a sight that really pissed the hell out of me. I wanted to do something, but something inside me is stopping me from being an extra. I think I was wrong, I should have just done something to help that kid. :(

Should stop now to start editing the emcee script. And I guess I have to look for a study partner, actually anybody. Just someone that is smarter than me, can be fun, a motivator and is not a bastard or bitch. Haha, just anybody that is sec 4! The thought of deleting this blog is running through my mind.

This is just the bomb, do listen!

Beautiful girls all over the world.

2010-03-28T12:17:00.002+08:00

Lets get this straight, if I was mean to you yesterday, pretty sorry. Something just stop my emotions from running while playing. If you saw me shouting at someone, you should know what happen. But anyway, had a great team to play on my side, BenNg, JJ, BenKoh, Maxi. Just thrashed the other team flat. If not for you guys, there wouldn't be 6 goals coming out from me. So thanks! :)

To know that David Beckham is going to miss the World Cup is really going to be a big blow to him. I can feel his pain, I was supposed to go for a competition a few years back but was sick at the very last minute. That feeling sucks, your preparations goes down the drain and your dreams just shattered in just seconds. Hopefully, a miracle will happen, I really wish to see him play. He is just those people that I look upon as a hero, and an icon.

I don't want to say anything else. You can ask me how I am but the enthusiasm in blogging is not here for now. Here are some pictures that I didn't upload for quite awhile.

Jordan and the XL murtabak.

Sexy sunset at SA. <3

Do watch the video, even if you have watched it already. Fuck Justin Bieber.

I need to get off Facebook!

2010-03-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

Yes, go away monster. Stop seducing me or whatever. I have already found my love. Her name is study, and I want spend much of my time with her. Even if I have to dump my love, I still have a second love I am devoted to and her name is gangshow. I am not Jack Neo and even though we have been together for the past few years, its time we say goodbye until the end of 'O's. But I will still come to you 1 hour everyday. Haha, so no Facebook, no blogging(Seldom), no Twitter. But still can MSN right? ;)

Alright, tomorrow is school and I am all fresh for another new start. Its a term away from Chinese Os and I will start working on it from tomorrow. So I am going to have a new best friend from tomorrow, and he is Zi Dian. ( Chinese Dictionary) HAHA!

Now to summarize this week, nothing much in fact. Just gyming and going out with friends, and yes I bought a Red Bull Singlet! Made Humans notes like really crazy, yeah hopefully Venice will come out in O level. If not, its like wasting so much time on a question that will not come out. Had ventures meeting, which was around 2 hours :(, and there was really many big changes in the structure and hopefully, yeah we can get more recruitment. Hopefully my persuasion to some people would not go to waste. :) When the meeting was over, it was like 6.45?! Haha, so for the first consecutive year we are late for SM campfire. Anyway, have to say it was a good show, did not waste my time like last week at ACS(I). Met many fellow scouts, the sexy Ryan Seah from RI'o2 and Hero Zhi Yong from Maris. ;)

Me and the Sexy Ryan Seah! ;)

' I don't blame you for failing, I blame you for not trying.' - Shamir Sir, VSL

Oh, and what a coincidence! SCGS and RI'o1 clash with our gangshow date. :( Now we are trying to push our date 1 week earlier so everything is like cramped up now! Emcee script to be done by Wednesday and the rehearsals are seriously going to kill drain my time. But again, I am not alone. There is always this bunch of fuckers who will always be with me when I need help. I believe this is a gift from god. :) So yeah, so what if SM produced a great show?! We are going to produce the best show!. :) So watch out everyone! ;)

Haha, this song is to those who is going to turn up for our own gangshow. But please... don't touch my hand :)

Job Week 2010, ACS(I) gangshow.

2010-03-16T00:24:00.002+08:00

Yes, for once.

Don't know what to say about job week this year.Enjoyed it throughout these 4 years, under my PL, as a PL, and as a Venture. To me, its not about how much you earn for the troop, its about putting smiles on everybody's face, and I did just that. From cleaning people's smelly and dirty shoes to cleaning corridors, it seems like I have done enough and time to hang up that enthusiasm for job week. Time to pass it on the younger generations and will really cherish moments of my young days spending away the precious holiday for job week. :) But glad that I did brought my patrol to that high level of being highest earner as a PL. Just love every single person in Owl. ;)

'Scouting aims to teach the Scouts how to live, not merely how to make a living.' - Baden Powell

But to Kumaran, if you are reading this. Please, imagine your parents bring you out for a outing and they just dump you to play on your own, how would you feel? I am just disgusted with your behavior and it happen not once, not twice, but more than that. And take note of the tone I'm telling you this and yeah, wake up. Don't put yourself before the patrol.

ACS(I) gangshow was erm, I guess poorly done to an extent nobody actually can hear what they are talking about. They couldn't get the audience to get high at the right time, and yeah like what the twins said,'the emcees talked like they just came out from the grave the day before.' But the 'transparent' joke by JJ got us laughing real mad. Hopefully, it will be better next year and yeah for SM, hope things will work out fine and produce a quality show. ( yes, hopefully! ) As for our gangshow's budget, I have already reached the target and stopped. You guys gotta really reached the target too. It's not just only a few of us getting our targets. Its not a ~~one man show~~, its a gang-show and all of us should do it too. :l

Went to school early today for Chinese Common Test, and after that had Ben to follow me for a haircut. Think my hair looks even retarded :(, and then went to Kovan to have Mee Pok. Walk around Kovan and then went home, took a nap, tried to study, but another failed attempt. ( Good try, not! ) Okay, going to cage tomorrow, and start hitting the books again. ;) So long, and good night ;)

He strikes again, 32 goals and running ...

Great song here from Paramore, check it out! ;)

2 1/2 terms left. :(

2010-03-13T01:29:00.001+08:00

Not really happy with my results. Did set my goals and only got half of what I wanted. Everything was just pulled down by English. This just isn't good enough. :(
English -E8
Chinese - E8
Comb Humans ( SS, Hist ) - A1
Comb Sci ( Chem,Phy ) - A1
POA - A1
Emaths - B3
Amaths - C5

Yeah, Language is just a total disappointment and in fact, I am planning to write a letter of appeal to Mr Sim for me to transfer from my current English teacher. I just can't stand her anymore. Yes, she can screw around anything and to her its fine. But not to me. It's my year, and I want to work for what I want. Not giving any reasons why I failed in the end and I want to get rid of this reason right now. No more dragging. 2 1/2 terms isn't very long and I won't hesitate to do what is needed of me to get to my goal.

This week have been okay, lessons as per usual but don't know why I dread for the holidays to come. Hmm, maybe to take a short break and make out some notes before the school continues. Finished gangshow invitations finally, and left with the emcee script and structure just to myself ): Got a bunch of holiday homework and work. So actually, not much time to take a break, yeah?

Went to school in the morning to finish up the invitations with Ben, Jeric. Think we did a pretty decent job and went for lunch after that. We decided to go to the IT show but Ben had to go for some reasons, so just left with the two of us. So called up our 2 dear juniors, Maxi and Joseph to follow us. Main priority was to get a thumbdrive which I think was quite costly. $23.50 for 8gb. :( So left with $20+ bucks and next objective was to get a headphone. And of nowhere, saw a booth that sells very cheap and good headphones. Me and Jeric bought one each, which cost $19.90, and some guy from their brand told me at first that their brand doesn't support my phone. I mean wtf, me and Jeric don't believe and asked another salesperson. She was patient enough to actually help me find out and yes, it actually does support my phone. So yeah, screw that guy man. Learn some facts before making decisions.

Came across these words on the wall and so Jeric decided to do this.

Job week and ACSI cf/gs tomorrow. Hope things will work out well and hell lot of fun tomorrow. Okay, got to go to sleep. Anyway, went back in time to find this 'ancient' videos. Haha Jeric, you can't believe that is you right? ;)

New Hope?

2010-03-07T00:56:00.001+08:00

As I promised from my previous post, I'm updating again. Flag day was pretty much a fail, the way they distributed to us our tins and stuff. They can't even get the schools to queue up in a straight line. :O So I was one of the first to sign in and the my name wasn't on the list. Had to wait by the line for a long time and I was moved to another queue and then to another by the person in charge. Then Ben told me, ' Yeah, ~~New~~ No Hope siah.' Got our tins after 1 hour, went to Bishan to do our jobs, returned to Ang Mo Kio when we were hungry, had Macs and then went back to return our tins. And while we were going back home to get our stuff for Investiture, we just saw this on Jeric's back.

You know what I mean? ;)

Went back home after that to shower, get uniform parts ready for Investiture and off I go to school. Went to school and immediately, Maxi and gang called me handsome. Seriously man, I just don't look good or anything, at most I'm just average. Stop giving comments that erm ... aren't real. Had ventures meeting with Shamir Sir and then Investiture, which I think had many screw-ups which can be prevented. Finally crossover to ventures and then again, why no GIRLS?! Hopefully we can solve that drought of females in our ventures next year. haha. Had dinner and went back home. So my plan for this weekend: Finish up on Cold War. And hopefully my tuition for English will really help me. Please god, just help me till my 'O's is done. :D

Haha, even though its unglam, just want to put this up for memories.

Guess thats all for this week and can someone please teach me how to put youtube videos in blog posts? Please :(

*Credits to Joseph for photos. :)

Limits.

2010-03-06T07:59:00.000+08:00

Hi, so I have 20 mins before I leave house and just want to update it for updating-sake. So you might actually find this post shitty, so sorry. :(

This week have been the same again, just that I really find myself not willing to break that 'wall' inside of me or not able to get hold of it. Yeah, so these two departments are: physical,emotional. Paragraph by paragraph okay? ;)

Physical- So I went to gym and was just trying to focus mainly on thighs and biceps and spent lots of time improving on it. So after about 1 hour, while I was carrying weights, I just dropped it on to the floor. I just lost control and really felt that I could have persevered longer by holding on. But no. :( So it is just a unproductive session in the gym, for my biceps but not the thigh. Along the way, met my PE teacher in the gym too.:)

Emotional- So got back my English results this week and was really shocked to see myself failing by 3 marks. I thought I would scrape through but I didn't. Adding insult to injury, while walking down the corridor, my English teacher walk pass me and some my friends, telling them that look happy with their results, as of me she said ' You don't seem happy about your results.' Anger got the better of me and I replied in a care-less voice, ' Abu-den' and just walked away. Haiz, seems that I could have done better in that scenario but just felt that I lost. Anyway, with like 7-8 months left on the calender, I decided to seek help with tuition in English. Just hope I could get a B4 in my 'O'.

Anyway, forget about it and just moving on, went to JJ house for his birthday party and he is really such a friend and brother to have. He always makes me laugh and hopefully, I can get him a present. Its quite funny to see ourselves together at sec 4 when we first met in P2.

Yes, just a happy 16th to you. :)

Flag day, Ventures meeting, Investiture coming up later. Okay guess I have to go, its almost 8. Will post later tonight again. ;)

Fearless.

2010-02-27T20:55:00.011+08:00

Well to be happy or sad? Finally stepped down as a scout and there was really some mixed emotions throughout today. Anyway, just wish PLC'10 the very best in leading the troop and ZheMin for his pursuit of CCA glory. It still makes me laugh with the fact that hes the SPL. :) Get 'Lost?' on the 24th Apr to SA gangshow!

Should just do a quick summary of 'special things' that happened this week:

1) Walked all the way from the field to the 4th floor without realizing that my zip was eh... OPEN! Dang, no wonder so many people was laughing at me along the way. :(

2) Got back my CT results for cl/chem/emaths. So cl was once again disappointing, but glad to get 2nd in class for both chem and emaths, uh just lost to the first guy by a mark or half. Damn it! A1 for chem and B3 for Emaths, and just hope that the papers I get back next week will have expected marks. But think that I screwed History after LWL gave me a grim, mentioning about wrong GF and all.:( Hey, but I got the same GF as the ones that he said did well. Uh, moving on!

3) After Thursday lessons, went to the Astro Turf with Ben to give our Ruggers some support. And it was quite a nice game to watch, considering that it was a thrashing that we gave to our opponents. However, Ben wasn't actually focusing on the game but some other attractions. Ah f**k it, I won't say it. :) Secrets :)

4) On Wednesday, went to somewhere and really glad that someone talked into me about something. Think that someone had changed me alot throughout my sec years and glad to know that person. Just told me that 'The first step to Success is to remove all your doubts and fears.'

5) About my EL teacher, really pissed off with her, always coming late for class and giving excuses that I deemed is really stupid. Really want a change of teacher... Maybe 1 day I will just walk into SJJ class and beg to join his class. Is this what kind of person girl guides produce?!

Okay, enough and to talk about today, built the store and passing down of PLC. I wished Troop 'o9 will enjoy the times under PLC'o9 and hopefully the trend follows. And guess what?! It's my lucky day. So I was taking a break from building the store, sat on a chair and looking at the pri school students playing soccer. And guess what?! Shit happens, yes SHIT! A freaking bird shit dropped on me with the 'piak' sound and I was super WTF. 2nd time in my life already. Haha. And then cam-whored abit with JA. So guess this is all about it, and a belated happy founders day to all scouts and guides. :)

I got small pipes, he got big ones! :(

Zhe Min's new pose!

My 'make-up' everyday!

Bye! :)

The Revival.

2010-02-20T21:33:00.013+08:00

So hey, think it will be a long post and sorry for not updating for nearly a week. Been busy with common test and stuff. So lets start with CNY day 2. So went to JB and was better than what I've expected such that I did talked to my cousins that I've rarely talked to but no to those who I always talk to. Sad yeah? And to make things worse, the 'high position' in the family has been taken over by younger kids in my family. Oh wells, I did enjoy all the pampering and think that I am ready for the big part of life! :D And not to forget about the ANG POWS so far, just recently went up to $1500 because my mum gave me $50 immediately when I reached home today, I asked why and she said she won 4d. Same goes to my dad when he gave me $500 on Wednesday night. Haha, think I am just going to bank in everything and shall leave some cash to treat my 'brothers' soon! (:

Did some thing like those people did in Taiwan, where they write their wishes in a hot-air balloon like thing and let it fly into the sky. Haha, hope my wishes come true!!!!

And I did have some weird conversations with some people. Here goes:

Me: Aye, so that Sunday you got anybody on vday or not?
Yam: Of course have lah, you?
Me: No lah, your partner chio not?
Yam: Yeah, think so. Maplestory one.
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Me: Michael, so where you planning go after SASS?
Michael: Maybe RJC lah, think its better than SAJC.
Me: Like how?
Michael: The girls there quite hot and they seem to have super fun activities.
Me: Wah sia lah, I now feel like going RJC, lets see each other at RJ next year man!
Michael: Haha, thats what you told me when we were p6 right?! When you said to meet up at RI and look at where are we now?
Me: I'm sure can one lah!!!

Haha, so thinking of going RJ now(but SA will still be my first choice), but need something crazy like SIX POINTS?! Haha, I think can lah, provided if I can get A1 for both English and Comb Humans. Hope to go either one of them because most of my family members were once from RJ and SAJC. =P

And the lead up to common test this week, I have to say is pretty slack because I had actually finished studying everything before CNY so there wasn't anything to worry. I know I am a nerd lah! :) So left with 5 papers, and still slacking! Okay, time to hit the books after finishing this post man. :)

To finish it off, came to school today to build the racks in the store and have to say it was quite fun and successful at the same time. So now just have to do abit of upgrades to the racks and we will be FREE! I just got my Advanced Scout Standard and have to really give credits to people like Ben, Jeric, Joseph, Maxi for helping me throughout and all the best to you all to be on par with me man! ;) Unfortunately, only able to wear it for 1 time before putting on the white uniform. :( But its okay, theres always a PSA to go for!

My QM pro cert and my Advanced Scout Standard. MY ASS!

Happy Birthday to Andre and Xuan Ming in advance!!!

Yeah man! 3-2 against Milan!!!! But just lost to Everton 3-1. :(

Happy CNY and Valentine's :)

2010-02-14T22:39:00.008+08:00

“Ring out the old, ring in the new, Ring, happy bells, across the snow:
The year is going, let him go; Ring out the false, ring in the true.”
Quoted by Alfred, Lord Tennyson, 1850

Hey people,

So cny day 1 was pretty awesome. Received $798 with day 2 still to come.:D Had to wake up at the usual 8.30am every cny to go to my aunts house. It looked quite boring at first but that was just the warming up where later more people came and it became more fun. But it it strange that some people actually forgotten who I am, asking anyone around who I was. Haha, maybe it's because I'm botak or them still thinking I'm the fat and plump 'yewyong' they all once used to know. haha! :P

And its strange that the cousins whom I talked to a lot every time we met hasn't been exchanging any words at all. Just the classic, 'hi and bye'. :( And the cousins whom I seldom talked to have been my 'brother and sister'. Well, hope to patch up soon! :D Lastly, people actually said I look hot, I mean 'Oh god, are you kidding me?!' Seriously, I appreciate that comment but I still think that I'm ugly or at most average. :/

Anyway, have to go to JB tomorrow for 'round 2' and hope to do productive things with my family too. Anyway, happy CNY and Valentine's. Happy birthday to Valen too.:)

SWEET SOUP WITH GINGKO NUTS! <3

My lil cousin, is she cute? haha!

Jackpot!

Eclipse!

2010-02-12T00:21:00.003+08:00

Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings. -Unknown

So I'm now in the mugging mode and enjoying that pressure. Have been experiencing lots of sugar rush lately maybe because I have taken a liking to Eclipse! How hard is it for someone to stop drugs, isn't it? Haha, I will be counting on you, Eclipse to help me all the way to the end of the 'O'. :D

Anyway, what really encourage me this week was when Benedict Tan talked with me while having lunch. He surprisingly treated me to lunch and said it was for rewarding me by returning him his tent and scouts stuff. He asked me about where I would want to go after graduation and told me what I can do next time in life. Not only that but it came with compliments too, saying I am a good leader with a poker face and able to quietly read situations well. Haha, first time hearing this kind of stuff from a school teacher and do realised that he's not a bastard after all.

Okay school is like in 6 1/2 hours and I'm still awake?! Alright, have to stop here if not I would surely doze off in one of the classes later. Bye :D

It was one-all. :(

GameOver.

2010-02-09T23:16:00.015+08:00

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
Anais Nin

Woots, finally got my Quartermaster pro badge!! Thank you Aung Sir for giving me the chance to be a QM in the first place and teaching me what to do. TYVM :D

So back from camp and IT'S CNY WEEK! Can't wait to see my relatives and what's a CNY without lots of money?! HAHA! :D

Anyway, for STC'10 it was pretty much a success that all the participants enjoyed it and was such a memorable one.:) Sad to say it was my last camp as a scout but this will happen some day anyway, so just let it be. The game which lasted for '3 years' is finally over, but the next game will surely be equally tough. Uh, first up will be gangshow(hopefully!), I won't be doing it alone but together with PLC'o9 so yeah, lets make it the best shall we? :D

School is just usual, nothing special just that BC had a talk with the 4Es about our 'O' level stuff and didn't really feel that it motivated me or such but just going to stick with what I've planned and execute it. yay! :D

Here are the camp photos taken during STC'10, enjoy! :P

TOTALLY NOT ME! DON'T GET IT WRONG!

And to finish it off, MANU WON POMPEY 5-0, GRATZ TO THEM!

Bye! and happy birthday to Benjamin Ng too! :D

Boredom drives you mad.

2010-02-05T01:14:00.004+08:00

Success is simply a matter of luck. Ask any failure. ~Earl Wilson

If at first you don't succeed, failure may be your style. ~Quentin Crisp

Okay, I'm doing this out of boredom and very worried about me able to go to SAJC. Can I get that 12 points needed to get in? Those questions flow in when I see my seniors in photos with their OGs. So what if I'm getting distinctions for all the test in my school? It dosen't prove anything to me whether I'm smart or stupid, it just shows me there's room for improvement to perfection. I can't do it alone, but I hope some of you will actually help me in English and Comb Humans. PLEASE!!!

Anywayyyyy, moving on! I think that time has been flying pretty fast this year. Maybe because this is supposedly the most wacky and memorable one. 1 week is just going to pass just like that and in a blink of an eye, I will see my own 'o' level result slip with my future on it. I also lost my virginity in not 'taking advantage' of people this year recently. First, I just cut into the queue to buy my food, infront of like twenty people that I don't know? Oh wells, Ben ng has a point when he says, ' last time people cut your queue, so you cut other people now.' Secondly, I lied to my chem teacher saying I had scouts meeting so that I can go to her class late, when I was actually outside the school eating murtabak. But I enjoy doing these stuff, and I will continue doing so.

So having camp from 5/2-7/2 for RTC/STC and sad to say it will be my last camp as a scout before moving on to ventures. Will enjoy every second of it even though I'm not prepared for it. Like being made the PT I/C at the very last minute,knowing just today and being a logistics I/C.

Okay, signing off here and why is my hair growing so fast?! I want to shave it all off again, but shorter this time :D

What do you see?

2010-02-01T22:29:00.006+08:00

Never let your head hang down. Never give up and sit down and grieve. Find another way.
-- Satchel Paige

You are never really playing an opponent. You are playing yourself, your own highest standards, and when you reach your limits, that is real joy.
-- Arthur Ashe

So what do you see?

Yes, ever since I shaved my hair, it seems to be all good luck for me. Got back 2 test this week and both were distinctions and Manu surprisingly winning Arsenal 3-1 at the emirates. Haha, so what's going to be next?! :O A hot girl asking me to be her valentine? Haha, you never know. ;)

So today was rather funny, as in when I step into school, everybody was like 'YEWYONG YOU SHAVE AH' or 'IS THAT YOU, YEWYONG?'. Haha, quite funny and everybody was saying that it suits me well and it's really nice. What shocked me most was that someone actually called me cute (from girls)! Oh my god lah, am I dreaming or what?! Oh wells, I will just keep my mouth shut and pretend nothing happened. :D

I have been getting more and more slack these days and studying less than the targeted 3 hrs per day. But whats most important is that I enjoyed it, especially the AV bbq, with JJ making me laugh everything out with his words. He's really the first class entertainer besides LM. :D

Damn it, common test in like 2 and a half weeks with lots of humans to cover!!! I really need 2 cups of coffee everyday to keep myself away from taking short naps after school. Oh wells, sleeping soon in 10-15 mins. Maybe be the peace of the lord be always with you :D (copy jimmy)

What about now?

2010-01-28T23:30:00.004+08:00

I am a member of a team, and I rely on the team, I defer to it and sacrifice for it, because the team, not the individual, is the ultimate champion. - Brinna Scurry

I'm back and I'm really not proud of myself. This matter has been in my mind since last week and I want to get it off my chest right now. So I have been asking myself this question: Why did I act out of the fun of it, Why didn't I think before doing, Why did I caused it. Yes, I put the total blame on myself and I also feel bad that I talked back to them. ( You don't have to know who are they. ) Why was I so stupid to talk back to them? I know they only meant well, and I made assumptions of them f**king me up. Oh wells, It's a good lesson learnt, I want to say thank you to them for waking me up earlier because I'm sure this matter might happen again in the near future. I'm sorry and I won't let this happen again. I will be Mr. Super nice from now on and yes, with the thoughts of others before mine. I'm sorry if I have been a bastard from the past and I promise I will make it up for you, and please tell me if I really did offended you. I want to change for the better. :D

So school this week have been very chiong, first time I survived this year without using MSN for a day, how awesome is that? :/ Studying straight to the early hours is really quite a good experience. Now, I really find studying very 'IN'! Haha, what's wrong with me?! Turning into a geek already?! Oh wells, this would surely make a good start. ;)

Lessons these days have been funny too, especially during A-maths class. Ric lee and friends will be shouting random hokkien words out of nowhere. His way of saying it is just erm... WIN! Also, Ben ng ah ... Ever since he got his I-phone, he have been always using it in class. Whenever he sits beside me during class, he would take out and touch here and there. Guess he is trying to make me jealous, but I ain't. :D

So to sum up the mid point of the week, Monday was my last session at TSA and I am really going to miss the people there, especially Rui. Hope he will find a partner and quit smoking. :) And today will be the last day I will actually have 'long' hair. Decided to try something new and I'm going to shave it off in hours time. So yeah. See you peeps! <3

Yes, I will miss tsa :(

29/01/10 I had long hair on this day!

It's Empty.

2010-01-24T22:27:00.004+08:00

“A boy is a magical creature, you can lock him out of your workshop, but you can’t lock him out of your heart. You can get him out of your study, but you can’t get him out of your mind.”
- Unknown

woohoo! 4-0 against Hull City and guess who scores all of it?! Wayne Rooney. I was so happy that I screamed whenever they scored with the results of my dad having to come out and scold me. :P Everything was perfect in the game, the way the players controlled the ball. I was just trying to see how the players dribble here and there to shake off defenders. I want to change my own play to a winger, not a defender anymore. Stepovers - partial fail. Finishing - partial fail. Dribbling - partial fail. Controlling - epic fail. ): Nvm, I will show you all what I can do with my Mercurial Vapor. Just you see....

Nani dribbling the ball with pace and control

And yesterday was first meeting with the sec 1s. Honestly speaking, satisfied with the no. of sec 1s, even though they are only around 10. Just hope that all of them will stay. After meeting we had gangshow planning, and think it went pretty well in terms of it being a productive session.

Making my jrs take their shirts off during the game. :D

Today was very slack too, went to gym for the first time in like 2 weeks and it went pretty well okay. Went somewhere finding birthday gifts for friends for one to two hours, and guess what awesome thing happened?! $46 gone in that one to two hours. Went out of house with $49 and came back with $3. Heartpain siah. Those who get the gifts better give me something for my birthday ah. ;)

Darn, now my wallet is empty, what to eat tomorrow??? :( Maybe I will just go hungry and slim down more. HAHA! Stopping here and have a fun week ahead :D

Bleh!

2010-01-22T22:32:00.005+08:00

In your quest for honour, when you complain, the least you can get is sarcasm and the most you can get is pitty.

- Philippos

Hey people, I'm back and many things to say.

Firstly, I win Ben Ng in 2.4km!!!! Planned to run with him throughout the run but something funny happened in the last round. I can hear him panting heavily and then telling me while running, 'Wa Shit, Stomach Cramp....'. Maybe it's because of the dumpling he ate 1 lesson before the run, HAHA! Then saw him slowing down and stopping, I just can't stop when the finishing is just a few hundred metres away, so I just pang-sei-ed him. And it turn out that I finished the run 1 second to 5 points!!! So I just beg the teacher damn badly that he had to give me 10:40. YAY, for the first time I get below 11 minutes :D 40 secs improvement from last run, so should I give it another 40 secs improvement next week to make a three digit? :/

Another was when I received my amaths test paper back today, I was at first filled with confidence I got a distinction, but guess what? HALF A MARK TO DISTINCTION... WTF LAH !!!! But only 2 people in class got the distinction, so don't have to worry too much about it :P

So these days have been very slack and not very productive in terms of revision. Starting to feel that 'slack' already. How? Just take rest loh, will start that hardcore part next week :D So was planning to do revision of what I learnt in school today when I come back home. But was so damn tired that I went back to school to watch the kiwi cup, which I wasn't disappointed by the results with our A/B div ruggers winning RI 12-8. Haha, worth the time but lost 6-3 to RI in the C div match.

Me waving the school flag. :D

Oh wells, time to call it a day. Decide to sleep everyday at 11pm after Bryan Chong said I had panda eyes. Gosh, I don't want to have dark rings siah :(

Rearmament?

2010-01-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

Very demoralized after seeing my poa test marks, 4.5/10. Damn! But today's a-maths test was very manageable, likely to get a distinction, I'm very sure of it! Rearmament of my confidence and momentum it is and I'm going to conquer chem and phy test later this week. ;)

Played soccer today and find myself again very shitty recently. Where was that good form I had last year?! Down the drain or what? Another chance tomorrow to play to rediscover that hiding potential. Come back to me please :( And tomorrow is 2.4km run, aiming for a more ambitious 10:30 min this time and sure of it to happen after last weeks run of 11:20 was of course not my best, but proud that I did improve like 3-4 mins from last year. I remember I only just passed the run last year by a few seconds. So yeah, Destroy my limit! ;)

Today was funny too. When I was sitting down with Jeric outside the class talking, saw a wild Pavi walking pass and decided to be random with him. I just called out his name and asked him to fuck my life, and guess what did he replied? ' ENOUGH! ' Just too funny and another one was when me and Zaid went over to his junior asking him for his newpaper. Zaid flipped the pages wanting to look at the tennis results and pointed out to me the picture of maria sharapova and telling me what nice bust she has. -.-'' When his junior left, Zaid came to me with a funny reaction and told me ' O crap, I forgot see the results. '

Haha, nothing much to say already. Going to study history now. Good bye :D

Immabee

2010-01-17T09:26:00.006+08:00

Success is like an untamed horse in rodeo. The point is not just to get on it but to be prepared to struggle and stay on it.

- Philippos

Back from cca display, and went 38 hours without sleep. Woke up today without knowing I went to sleep yesterday. I think I thought of lying on bed for just a few mins before coming online, but it ended up in waking up the next day at 8am. =.=''

Think this year cca display was quite okay, not very fantastic or very fail. But I feel that this year's sec 1 batch is pretty much fail in the way that they are no different from doing things like a girl. Seeing the camp teacher making them do push up and stuff really cheers me up alot. ;)

Played soccer earlier yesterday and was off target lots of time, but the shot was still good in terms of having power and pace on it. Unlike wearing a mercurial vapor to play, I think I am worse than before when playing with a mercurial vapor. Yes, I feel much better when running, but controlling the ball is so hard that the ball keep slipping away from me. :( Needs to get used to it asap too.

Me kicking a ball bare-footed. Ben Ng looks jealous of what I can do :D

Screw the first class hike report. Don't know to do the maps with no photoshop and stuff. Deadline on Monday and just have to do this and that advanced scout standard is mine. Go YewYong! :D

Amaths and Physics test next week, omg lah! Going to tuition now, going to find a map to finish that damn report when I come back. See ya. ;)

Xuan Ming doing what he does best in his natural habitat. :)

American Idiot.

2010-01-15T00:04:00.008+08:00

The only time success comes before work is in the dictionary.

- Unknown

Hi, just going to do this post for the sake of killing away the bore. And yes while I was studying just now, I became very bored and decided to camwhore. ( HAHA! Am I starting to have that girl culture of camwhoring already? :O ) Yeah my new picture at the top right of my blog, yes that one. ;)

Today was quite a funny day. Such that Danapal said the lyrics for the national anthem, think he said ' Sema-Sema ' or something. I did see Jimmy Koh behind him putting that grim on his face. HAHA! And when Jimmy Koh was telling us disciplinary stuff, he said we are supposed to return our plates and 'COCKS' after we finish eating. Omg, no wonder our school's English isn't that good with this staffs in the school.

Then during soccer during recess, quite happy with the way I played. Played counter-attacking as a defender and going up sometimes to help out in attack. And guess what happened?! I gave an assist to my team mate which he scored a 'dummy' against our fellow scout Sean Loo. Haha.

And I don't know why, I am starting to love Green Day all over again, listening to their previous albums revived that love. And I didn't go for their concert today :( Please come back again to Singapore ( Even though they might never come back again )

Oh wells, need to go to school early tomorrow to open the den for PLC. So going to sleep now. Away for CCA display tomorrow, it will be overnight and will come back on Saturday. Nothing else more to say, that's all. I need my beauty sleep, goodbye :D

Making the breakthrough.

2010-01-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

Hello :)

Winners take chance like everyone else, They fear failing, but they refuse to let fear control them - Koh Beng Chuan ( My POA teacher )

So same day in school, nothing much interesting other than the recent 'O' level results. Not surprised that my seniors all got good grades (to me it is good, I don't care about your expectations :P) I feel super scared of this, whether my studying methods are good. What if it fails? I don't know, we'll just see in CA to see if it works out according to plan. ;) TSA yesterday was erm, let's say funny. Rui asked me and ben to follow him up to the third floor and help him out, took a break after exercising and chatting. Abit disturbing but many interesting stories from him ;)

And now I decided to put up rules for myself to control myself from temptation. Maybe I will give somebody a treat whenever I break one of the rule, I won't lie because liars go to hell. So now, let's just stick with studying for 3 or more hours everyday.

Did an English compre and only managed to finish one passage when everyone had completed already. Mdm Jeya asked what's wrong with me and gave me the curious and suspicious look. So this is the actual chat from what I can remember.

Mdm Jeya: What's wrong with you?

Me: Ma'am, I'm sorry. I'm really tired and doing a compre at 1+pm is really tough to
keep the concentration there.

Mdm Jeya: So what were you doing? (She raised an eyebrow)

Me: Studying, maths and stuff.

Mdm Jeya: Oh, so you study everything other than your language, you think your
language isn't important?

Me: Ma'am, I studied for your test on friday already, I really did put in effort to revise what you thought us.

Mdm Jeya: ( Scold scold, and just let me bring home the compre to do :D )

So yeah, I completed the work already and now doing revision. POA test tomorrow, need to get A1. Oh wells, I shall go and do my sit-ups before continuing.

Sorry there isn't pictures too, will try to upload it in my next blog :D

Days to Come.

2010-01-10T19:18:00.007+08:00

The wheel of fortune. One snap, you get it. Another, it's taken away. - Xenon

Happy birthday to SA 'star' Scout Group, 90th will rock us soon ;)
Happy birthday to Joseph Lee.

Can't say I'm very stress from studying hard these few days, this is just a small part of it. I'm very sure. Let's wait for the climax, shall we? :D

So yesterday was 85th anniversary dinner and I have to say it was fun, with the ventures doing loads of funny acts. But was disappointed with the fact that Vincent Lim never said we worked very hard or stuff, he said it was cubs instead. Fine, at least we know we worked the hardest right? We don't need compliments from people, we just have to know that we did it, so stay cool. ;) Had not seen most of the ventures for quite a long time and it will be great we will be joining them in like around 2 months?

Lyndon and Barry.

Balloons.

Went to both sp and np yesterday even though went to np on friday already. Knew more about the course that I might go to. ( If I fail to get into SAJC lah! ) And got more free gifts, donuts, nescafe, and many more cool stuffs.

Free gifts!!!! Not including the ones I got from yesterday.

Oh wells, I guess that should be enough for the day. Bye :D

Two Is Better Than One.

2010-01-07T21:46:00.005+08:00

Yeah school started this week and it was quite okay, I supposed. Really paid attention every lesson and really regretted not doing so last year :( Many changes from last year, especially having new teachers :D Out with the flops and in with the good. So this are the list of my teachers this year:

English - Mdm Jeya ( Don't know who, but think is way better than Julia Huang)
Maths - Alex Lim (Since class was split for maths, can learn much better with less ppl)
Chinese - Some young teacher ( YAY, THE MOST HAPPY THING EVER, NO MORE PPT! )
SS - Koh Yong Mong ( Really glad hes teaching 4s1 again )
History - Lam Wai Long ( Joker and really good teacher, will never sleep for history ever again :D )
A-Maths - Yeo See Wan ( Haha, also a good teacher but very short memory, hope she stops checking on my hair length forever too! )
POA - Koh Beng Chuan ( His class seems to have more humor these days, he is way funnier than last time, Ben Koh and Shawn lee are now funny too )
Chem - Tan Shang Chai ( Haiya, jialat, I don't think she can teach really good but I will put extra attention to do well in this! )
Physics - Gordon Goh/ Daniel Thiam ( Two jokers I guess, haha, that's why two is always better than one :) )

My shadow during sunrise :D

Okay, got to go back to revising my Chemistry now, and Chinese common test next week, Gosh! Okay, won't be really blogging often now, maybe one post in 3-4 days. Don't miss me though ;) Just give me a call if you really miss me very much and I will be there to talk to you ;D

Going to poly the next 2 days and 85th anniversary dinner on Sat, really little time to study now :( Haiz, I will always find a way out, don't worry for your hero here. Care for yourself more :D Take Care, Enjoy~

That's what you get!

2010-01-03T19:30:00.005+08:00

Yay, school tomorrow and with homework still undone :) Left with chemistry ( which i will do during class :) ) and history though ( which I'm going to do right now! ). If only Hitler wasn't a god damn bastard earlier, we all wouldn't have to take history as a damn subject. Stupid Hitler.....

The English homework that I rushed through earlier today!

So anyway, Look at what I've got!

Haha, no worries people, your dear idol here shall play even better soccer this days, just you wait and see ;) So went to JA house yesterday and played GH with his very very annoying brother :( Then JA wanted to make a fan club out of me. ( I know I very awesome lah, but no need so hardcore that you have to make a fan club of me, right? ) So when I got home, I saw that group being made and photos that were made unglam from the glam me. It really embarrass me alot, to be honest, but quite happy that I really got fans lah !

JA with the 'short' hair.

Got to sleep early tonight, like at 11pm +, I don't know but hope to settle my homework stuff a.s.a.p. Anyway, happy school days again! ;)

Throw it away; Forget Yesterday

2010-01-01T22:08:00.010+08:00

It's HEREEE!!! 2010 !!! The year that would surely be memorable and a wacky one, I swear. ;) May all my resolutions and yours come true too. Okay, this is just like being given a new book with blank pages and waiting for it to be filled second by second. Walao, I damn draggy siah, back to what happened today.

So today's plan was actually to go to Jordan's house to play GH, but a last minute message from him saying that he needs to go out with his family just screwed it up! >:( So suggested going to explore henderson waves, I guess.

The place was rather okay lah, scenery and stuff all quite nice, very unlike Singapore to the max.

Aiyoyo, couples should stand closer :)

Okay, I know I look like a douchebag after that haircut, just keep ur comments to urself, thanks!

Hmm.. that's all the fun we had I guess. Should I hang out with friends again or go back to geeky mode tomorrow??? Hmm, nvm. Have a happy new year!

Wake Up Call !!!!

2009-12-30T22:07:00.006+08:00

Hmmm, how should I start this? :/ Well, let's start with the bad news first, okay?

Just came back from tuition and was super demoralized after seeing my test that I did last lesson. A very horrible 16/50.); I really feel super down now, but can't blame the paper for being tough or whatever, just myself for not studying even though was informed of the test at the very last minute. Wow? I really want to make amends for myself. To be honest, I am those kind of people that hate losing, especially failing. I just want to be the best among everyone. Even though some might be impossible, Great achievements usually come from the thought of it being impossible right? Haha.

And see the rev up there, yes the topless guy. Sad news that he died few days ago, really the best drummers I ever known. :( Just wish he rock heaven as much as he did on Earth, haha. 2009 has really lost many good musicians, Michael Jackson and many more. Let's hope 2010 will produce musicians that are as good as those. ;)

Well, now for the good news, ermmmm .... ITS GONNA BE 2010 IN LIKE 25 HOURS AND A HALF HOUR. Don't know why I'm happy but life have to move on though.

Guess thats all about it for this year, next post should be next year I guess, Stay Tuned my fans ;)

It really puzzles me ... Or is it just me?

2009-12-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

Same old boring Saturday, going out to the gym since nobody to play soccer with today and going to 313 with Joseph to see how it was like. We went there for our first time and was really amazed at how big the place is. All the shops and food looked really good but sadly no more money to spend. :( I should really find myself a job next year so that I could really see how hardship is and yes, spend away all my earnings immediately.:)

The past few days, I was really thinking of loads of things, mainly decision makings. One of those was whether to buy a Mercurial Vapor or a CTR 360. I know this may sound irrelevant but yeah, it's my blog. Most likely I would buy a CTR 360 as it suits my play better, should really make me a better passer unlike the Mercurial Vapor which is mainly for those who love to run faster or something.

Another decision, which should be the toughest one is where should I go after my O levels? Because recently, I heard that there is no more CCA cut-off points, which means I would have to work extra hard to cover up for those points. So now have to get 10 points to get into SAJC, but is SAJC good for me? Ben told me that taking a good course in a poly is much better because I can straight away find a job or something after NS. Don't know lah, forget already. But most people say JC can get more pay then those who goes to Poly.

Why am I even thinking of this? Is there a need? Why don't I just let time do its thing rather than making myself confused?

All I want for Christmas is ... erm?

2009-12-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

Woots, just about 1 hour more to go to christmas. :) Was really tempted when I saw all those plastic bags, my xmas presents ofc at the corner of my room. Just a while more and I can open those wrapped gifts, yay!

Anyway, these days really busy with my first class hike report, super tough k ? All the colourings and drawings really make my hand ache damn bad. Perhaps worse than masturbation? ( Nah, don't get the wrong idea, I haven't been masturbating for a long while. ) Then my deadline is this saturday, how the hell you want me to submit the report?! :( Anyway, have to say Ben was an awesome hike partner, talking alot of cock along the hike really cheers me alot! Thanks and have a safe trip for your jamboree, yeah same goes to Jeric and Xm. Don't forget to buy me something ah. ;)

Also, while I am eatting my prata now, I just remembered that I have put on 1 kg recently, ONE KGGG!!!!. Walao, think I'm going to gym either tomorrow or on Saturday, need to train on my stamina other than just concentrating everything on biceps and abs. NAFFA GOLD, YOU ARE MINE !!!!!! :D

Okay, going back to do my report now, MERRY XMAS to anyone who's reading my blog!!!! HOHOHO ;)

That Planet Earth Turns Slowly.

2009-12-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

So yeah, 2nd post here. Please turn faster Earth, just can't wait for the new year, going back to school and stuff will surely be awesome.:) Like this year should have been a good year for me, knowing quite an amount of new friends and establishing new relationships. Hope 2010 will be way better :)

Anyway, just watched Avatar with Ben,Jeric,XM,Joseph,Maxi today and it was just good shit. Seriously, the last part and all the good effects really make it a good movie even though I had to queue for like 15 mins for the tickets and sitting at the second row to the front? Haha. During and after the movie, Ben and XM made no damn sense when they said I wasn't wearing any underwear and I liked the alien 'sex' scene. Like what the hell, Grow up please :)

Okay, gonna stop now. Cheers ;)

Hello!

2009-12-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hey people, decided to start blogging as I would want to look back at what kind of person I am when I hit my 20s. So yeah, hope I would be able to update this blog like almost everyday. First post coming tomorrow, :)